A feeling of joy and melancholy.
I did love her for a time, a long time.
She and I had some great times together...
and some insanely terrible times.
Through it all, I loved her kids as if they were my own. That never changed.
I treasure the time I had with them all.
We try to only remember the good, however it's never the true story:
"If you took all the girls I knew
When I was single
And brought them all together for one night
I know they'd never match
My sweet imagination
And everything looks worse in black and white "
-Paul Simon, Kodachrome
Have a great life! Truly